Ibinahagi ng aktres na si Sunshine Dizon ang kasalukuyan niyang pinagdaraanan sa aspetong medikal, matapos niyang mag-post ng kaniyang kalagayan sa Instagram nitong Disyembre 2.
Makikita sa ibinahaging litrato ni Sunshine ang kaniyang kamay na may nakatusok na mahihinuhang sa dextrose, at temperaturang 38.9 mula sa thermometer.
"Unfortunately this (is) me. Hoping it's not covid again," ani Sunshine sa kaniyang post na tila nagbabadya ng sentimyento.
"Realizations, some people will love you enough to move mountains just to be with you, and some will have lame excuses because you are not and will never be their priority."
Empleyadong lasing, patay matapos sapakin ng ginising na katrabaho
May mga desisyon daw si Sunshine na pinagsisisihan niya, subalit nilinaw niyang hindi ito patungkol sa trabaho.
"I'm turning 40 next year, I have so many regrets but, I don’t know how to go back to where I used to be, this not about work, this (is) about life altering decisions. Laying in a hospital bed alone at 3am, I ask myself was it all really worth it? I'm may never now the answers but I pray to God that I can let go of all my baggages, hurt and guilt."
"Finally find someone who will sleep beside me in this small hospital bed till I fall asleep. #mytwocents"
Sa isa pang hiwalay na IG post, nagbahagi naman si Sunshine ng litrato ng kaniyang mga gamot na dapat inumin. Dito ay inamin niya kung ano talaga ang kaniyang pinagdaraanan.
"And since I'm here alone feeling overwhelmed, I guess it's time to admit what I’ve been going through recently."
"Diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, Panic attacks, Abandonement issues and that's just skimming the surface. I'm on xanor, jovia, rivotril for emergencies and stilnox. You may ask why now? Only because I want to free myself from the stigma. There’s nothing wrong with asking for help. I know it’s very hard to get stuck in your head. But we can do it, baby steps. One day at a time," aniya.
Bumaha naman ng suporta at encouraging words mula sa kaniyang mga kaibigan at katrabaho sa showbiz, lalo na ang mga dating nakasama sa hit fantaseryeng "Encantadia" na sina Iza Calzado, Karylle, at Diana Zubiri.
Nagpaabot din ng encouraging words ang mga nakasama niya sa huling teleseryeng kinabilangan niya sa ABS-CBN na "Marry Me Marry You" gaya nina Cherry Pie Picache, Janine Gutierrez, at iba pa.
