INAMIN ni Adele sa magazine interview na inilabas noong Lunes na nagkaroon siya ng postpartum depression nang isilang niya ang kanyang anak na lalaki at sumailalim sa therapy na tinawag niyang “very dark side.”
Inihayag ng British Singer, na malapit nang matapos ang 10-month tour para sa album na 25, sa interview para sa cover story ngVanity Fair na ilalabas sa Disyembre na mababasa sa kanilang website simula noong Lunes na magiging masaya siya kung hindi na siya muling magto-tour.
“I’d still like to make records, but I’d be fine if I never heard (the applause) again. I’m on tour simply to see everyone who’s been so supportive. I don’t care about money,” ani Adele, 28-anyos.
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Dagdag pa ng 10-time Grammy Winner, na sumikat sa mga ballad tulad ng Someone Like You at Rolling in the Deep, na mahilig siya sa malulungkot na awitin.
“I have a very dark side. I’m very available to depression. I can slip in and out of it quite easily. It started when my granddad died, when I was about 10, and while I never had a suicidal thought, I have been in therapy, lots.
“But I haven’t had that feeling since I had my son and snapped out of my postpartum depression,” aniya.
Isinilang ni Adele si Angelo, anak nila ng boyfriend niyang si Simon Konecki, apat na taon na ang nakalilipas.
“I had really bad postpartum depression after I had my son, and it frightened me... My knowledge of postpartum — or post-natal, as we call it in England — is that you don’t want to be with your child; you’re worried you might hurt your child; you’re worried you weren’t doing a good job. But I was obsessed with my child. I felt very inadequate; I felt like I’d made the worst decision of my life. It can come in many different forms,” saad ng singer.
Sinabi rin ni Adele ang kanyang susunod na mga awitin ay hindi na marahil makapapantay sa mga sinulat niya sa album na 21 noong 2011, na bumenta ng mahigit 31 milyong kopya sa buong mundo.
“I can see from an outsider’s perspective that I will never write songs as good as the ones that are on 21, but I’m not as indulgent as I was then, and I don’t have time to fall apart like I did then.
I was completely off my face writing that album, and a drunk tongue is an honest one,” aniya.
Simula nang magkaanak, ibinahagi ni Adele na tumigil na siya sa pagninigarilyo at bahagya na lamang umiinom ng wine kada linggo. (Reuters)
